Float

How often do we simply float through life and not realize what is happening. Days blend into weeks, then into months and then to years. Life becomes a series of small events that flare up briefly like fireflies at dusk and disappear almost as soon. The simple pleasures of existence or the banality of it. I think it depends on which way you look at it.

I struggle to think about what the people trapped in a building on siege a year ago would have felt. Their lives which probably had achieved a lot more held against the whims of a few people who had'nt achieved anything in life. Who even remembers any of the other killers? What would their victims have traded for a mundane future?

Memories are what remain, of shock, disbelief, anger directed at various people - the media who plunged into gory detail often doing more harm than good, the chest thumping fanatics who disappeared when the rubber had to meet the road, the sheer futility of it all...

Life as they say goes on, babies are born, people die, memories remain and we like fireflies flare briefly in the dusk and move along.

What do I have to lose?

15 kilograms of lard to begin with – 33 pounds.

Dragged myself to the gym and had an assessment done. Lots of work and I need to focus on getting it done.

The instructor/physio at the gym was quite cool about the whole thing, the flunking of the various fitness test – is it the marines test of how many sit-ups, pushups and squats you can do in a minute?

Anyhow, I have my work cut out ahead of me.

Frisk me

I find this whole drama pertaining to Shah Rukh Khan being detained in a US airport for an hour of questioning slightly nauseating.

There is definitely a certain amount of profiling which gets done to determine frisking, this can be biased. However, to make such a big ruckus about it seems more self serving publicity than genuine outrage.

As a sovereign nation, the US has a right to dictate what it’s security policy should be and really should not need to apologize for enforcing that.

For all his newly minted doctorate, Shah Rukh Khan is simply an actor (hammy in my opinion, but an entertainer). Delusions of grandeur might be more the case or even clever marketing.

Someone of Abdul Kalam’s stature, which is more than Shah Rukh or most of us can even aspire to become, accepted the frisking as part of his travel.

Its time we grew up.

Knock

He lay on the thin mattress, his back feeling every bump on the uneven floor. His heart pounded in a frenetic rhythm as he tried to clamp down on the uneasiness that spread like a stain from his belly.

This cannot be happening to me, shrieked his brain, sounding like a drawn out wail on a cliff top. The panic grabbed his heart as he heard footsteps pounding up the stairs, faster and faster bringing his doom upon him.

He willed the door not to open, half knowing that it was flimsy protection at best. His intuition did not fail him as the door slammed open letting the sunlight flood through.

“Yes” she said.

Peace returned.

Puzzling

Why does one gain weight when working out? I know I am eating healthy, working out in the gym..and I still gain weight. Hmmmm….

What keeps me from totally freaking out is that I feel fitter than I have felt in a long while. The treadmill is my friend.

Why so serious?

His scars itched unbearably, his mirth coming out in maniacal laughter. Only the laughter was in his head, filling the emptiness inside. He craved it, his life existed as a game, a game where there would be only one winner.

The countless hordes milling around had no sense of the injustice about the prison they have trapped themselves in, with their stupid morality and even stupider rules, playing a game that came up with rules faster than they were assimilated, until there was nothing left but rules, dropping out of the sky and into you, like so many dust mites.

He licked his cracked lips, there is so much help they need, they need to know freedom, but they resist. He shrugged, perhaps there is only sport left to be made of these herds. Making their little plans and laying them out in so much array, like children from a forgotten childhood, making sand castles only for him to land on them and scatter them. Sport.

Hmmmm.... the laughter filled him up again as he thought of 'his' latest plan. Play along, play along, a hop, skip and a jump and whoopee!!

The above is a peek into the mind of the Joker as played by Heath Ledger in the Dark Knight. Completely fictional.

Chrome - the fastest browser in the West

OK, I got carried away by the title, but Chrome from Google is fast, seriously fast.

Available for download at http://www.google.com/chrome, this browser can seriously challenge IE and the timing looks suspiciously like a gauntlet thrown at Microsoft around the time Internet Explorer 8.0 beta 2 is out for public download.

I am typing this post on Blogger using Chrome and barring a few connectivity issues to the Blogger server and a small blip when it said cookies were disallowed when in fact it was, the browser is purring along just fine, thank you.

The first thing that strikes you after you do the rather quick download and install is the clean and minimalistic interface. This is what a clean browsing experience should look like IMHO. The Settings and the Page control icons are at the top right and the Google logo is visible only when you run it in default mode, maximize it and there is no logo. This is a refreshing change.

Tabbed browsing is supported by default and in a rather cool manner, thumbnails of frequently visited sites are displayed when you open a new tab. No more trying to figure out the site you visited from the history folder.

Another option which I found interesting is the incognito window, which allows you to launch the browser in a mode that prevents any history from being maintained of your visit. Now what would I do with that. Hmm.

The settings page is clean and uncluttered with minimal options and the ability to change the settings and view of just the tab your browsing and not of the entire browser experience, neat.

The language encoding is extensive with support being offered for languages like Thai and Cyrllic. I'd rather use Auto-Detect.

The most stand out feature for me so far has been the speed at which pages load, I have seen reviews on ZDNet and a few other sites which compare various browsers, but I'd take those with a pinch of salt. Developers have been optimizing for browsers for a long time now and a new browser is going to take time to gain acceptance.

Microsoft is the undisputed leader in the browser space, commanding a huge share simply by virtue of being the default on the most popularly distributed operating system. It remains to be seen if Google can catch up and overtake FireFox and then take on Internet Explorer.

The lines are drawn and the battle for the control of your interface with the Web begins in earnest.

The Thumper

When I was much younger, which feels like a long while ago, I was fascinated by the thump and presence of the Bullet, that venerable old warhorse that came out of the World Wars in England. The 350 cc Bullet started life in 1939 made its way to India around 1949 and started being made in India around 1955. Why the history lesson? Just that there appears to have been precious little changes in this baby since about then. The basic seems to be around the same.

Coming back to moi, after pottering around on a 50 cc moped and then a 125 cc experimental engine, I finally got my hands on a 350cc beast. That was the start of my love affair with this bike. There is something so distinctive about each bike, a character, if you may call it so. 

You develop an attachment that is difficult to describe except that when you are on the bike and riding, a calm settles in and the miles begin to melt. Not to mention, the tinkering with the parts and the whole involvement thing of getting your hands greasy and wondering where that darned nut went.

I now face a question that I must answer, do I buy another Bullet or succumb to the fiber body, digital speedometer, the supposedly insane speed, handling and the various blandishments (gorgeous women dropping out of the sky or swooning when macho stud boy pulls a stoppie) that project a certain image to the bike and by association the rider.

Methinks I will think on that while I go for a ride on my borrowed thumper.

Bluetooth

The other day I was swapping pictures with someone using my phone. I switched on the Bluetooth and hey presto! I could see her phone and receive pictures and send pictures to my laptop. All this thanks to Bluetooth.

To put in simplistically, Bluetooth is a wireless standard that allows different devices (phone, laptop etc.) that are Bluetooth enabled to send data across short distances. That is both the advantage and the disadvantage of the technology. 

The short range makes it ideal to set up PAN (Personal Area Networks) comprising of a few devices connected together in a peer to peer fashion. There is no overhead of a central server needed to manage this network. The cost of using a Bluetooth device is lesser compared to the cost of a a WiFi network or the inconvenience of a fixed point network like a LAN (Local Area Network).

The disadvantage is that the range itself proves to be a determining factor with connectivity fading rapidly as distance increases. The amount of data that you can transmit is also less as the device/software has to chunk the data into smaller bits and frequency hop using a secure, unlicensed bandwidth called ISM 2.4 GHz (Industrial, Scientific and Medical). There are efforts underway to improve this on many fronts and has led to several versions of Bluetooth, up to Bluetooth 3.0 standard. 

The other rather cute factor with Bluetooth is that its a standard decided by a consortium of companies called the Special Interest Group (SIG) involved in various sectors like IBM and Motorola. The gain for them is that they achieve interoperability which in today's networked world means the key to survival.

SHAM - is it for real?

Read excerpts from a book called 'Sham: How the Self-Help Movement Made America Helpless' by Steve Salerno. Very disturbing insights into what is now an $8 bn a year industry. Who would have known. BTW .. SHAM apparently stands for the Self Help and Actualization Movement - quite helpful for an acronym - is this for real?

The author follows the money trail laid down by several of the popular evangelists of the self help commune and I think it is so because you typically see these blurbs written by other 'gurus' on a new book that it changed his/her life and will transform you into whatever you wish to be. But, on the whole the industry thrives on selling a rather simple home-spun truth wrapped in a couple of hundred pages of mumbo jumbo and workbooks and action plans.

The business apparently thrives on the books and the ancillaries - the workshops,  the seminars, the personal coaching, the productivity assets, mugs, t-shirts, fridge magnets..phew, the list goes on. Why then do we buy this stuff?

The industry taps into the confused nature that is prevalent today, no one wants to be branded as not with it, kind of like the metrosexual male thing doing the rounds these days. Someday when I have a bit of time I want to dig into the etymology of the word.

Coming back to the book, it read in portions like a rant but there is no disputing certain facts that there is no single book that claims to have it all, once your in your hooked on it. I recognize that I am one of these too, but I feel that if I get a single usable idea out of the book then its worth it. 

No ancillaries for me please, thanks!